this is mostly a test. ive started this whole thing because im tired of not starting whole things. the other day i had a bite and felt good. the day after,i got lost. I am tired of thinking about who i am. sometimes i get a stomach ache when i think about the things that i like. too much convergence. I should be a person first. one dayt this might look cool but right now i will keep adding stuff. cure for burn out is not thinking. cure for being sad, too.
some other post.stuck in this silly little character selector. do tou think theres somethingthat sticks around in the center when you change the avatar? im scared of people knowing me getting better at saying things outloud.thinkin on people and wondering what theyre thinkin on.one night in tacoma i thought that life is a video game and that felt good. Trying to get back on that and do things that scare me. went to the skatepark alone today. scary mmy BALLS. suck it. every time i am scared i become a stronger and simpler person. do watchu want and don't think about it. sip some broth.
