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i spend a lot of time sitting in my car listening to the end. it seems to always play right before i get somewhere. i keep my car running and wait becayse i do miss my favorite somg when i thought i knew what was wrong.last may i hated my job and put in a two-weeks notice citing panic. After i quit I rotted in my living room for a month and watched breaking bad. eventually i saw my friends again and shifted to jazz and electric relaxation. Now, its a new may and I live far away and I feel fifteen and can't seem to get out of bed in the morning. I think of how i felt when i was actually fifteen and feel okay about sitting with her for a bit. Soon, I"m sure I will sit in the sun and listen to electric relaxation and feel sure about myself but for right now I'll hang out here.I think i have some things to learn.